Being 19
Yeah I’m a little weird. But zombies are…

Zombies. What’s is the first thing that comes to mind? The living dead? Something back from the grave?

What about drugs?

Yes drugs. Bath salts are making people go crazy and their taking it at on human flesh. Crazy right?
Don’t get me wrong though. Not ever one who takes bath salts decides to to munch on human flesh. But that is a side effect. The scary thing is that the people who do go crazy and take a bite out of their best friend, there is NOTHING wrong with them. These are not Jeffrey Dahmer cases. These are just normal people who made the wrong decision, had a bad drug trip, and lost control of reality.

Think about that next time your walking to your car alone at night.

Is it fear?

There is only one thing I hate more then a bully. Want to guess what it is? A bystander. Did you know there was a study done that the more bystanders there are the less chances you have of someone calling the police if your in trouble? Most of the time there are more people watching then there are people involved and rarely does anyone step in and say enough. Is it so hard to stand up for one another? Is it so hard to stand up for someone instead of watching them get hurt? Learn to stand up!! For yourself, for others, for what you believe in.

To often do we look the other way and pretend the world is prefect. It’s not. So many terrible things are going right now and more then half of America doesn’t have a clue about it. Not because its a secret, I mean sure shit happens that will never get out but not all of it. We just don’t wont to know. We like to hide behind our flat screen tv and act like everything is taken care of.

Why?

Why do we just stand by and watch someone get hurt? Or pretend everything is fine when clearly it’s not? Why not do something about it? Is it fear? As said by Ralph Waldo Emerson “Fear defeats more people than any other one thing in the world.”

Is it true?

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lolgirlpower:

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So the other day on the news I caught the end of a segment talking about how a husband was found guilty for murder. He was found guilty for killing two people, his wife and unborn child.

But yet abortion isn’t murder?

If it is wrong,

let it be wrong.

If it is not,

let…

So if the fetus isn’t wanted it is ok to rip it from its mother womb? Because as long as it isn’t wanted it doesn’t matter what happens to it right? I mean it’s not like one day that it will be a living breathing child one day or anything.

And I added the picture as a reminder of what the fetus becomes by the way.

There is no ripping involved in abortion. But yeah, if a person doesn’t want to be pregnant, theyy shouldn’t be forced to pregnant. Who cares if it will be a child? It isn’t when it is aborted. Gametes could become fertilized and eventually become children too.

Obviously you don’t know how abortions work.  But I can tell your young, no older then 15. So after this I’m going to let this one go. But Before you start a debate with someone at least take the time to google it. Ok kid?

lolgirlpower:

So the other day on the news I caught the end of a segment talking about how a husband was found guilty for murder. He was found guilty for killing two people, his wife and unborn child.

But yet abortion isn’t murder?

If it is wrong,

let it be wrong.

If it is not,

let…

So if the fetus isn’t wanted it is ok to rip it from its mother womb? Because as long as it isn’t wanted it doesn’t matter what happens to it right? I mean it’s not like one day that it will be a living breathing child one day or anything.

And I added the picture as a reminder of what the fetus becomes by the way.

If its wrong, let it be wrong.

So the other day on the news I caught the end of a segment talking about how a husband was found guilty for murder. He was found guilty for killing two people, his wife and unborn child.

But yet abortion isn’t murder? 

If it is wrong, 

let it be wrong.

If it is not,

let it be not.

Do not pick and choice when this can be wrong and when it can be right.

But if they can find a father guilty for killing his unborn child how can any state not find a doctor guilty for doing the same?

Do you ever?

Do you ever wish you had something to stand for? Or had some sort of meaning to your life? Or maybe just want to be a little more then the average working American?

Even if its something small, just that something to hold onto to make life a little more of an adventure. I know this is geeky but Doctor who once said “Some people live more in 20 years than others do in 80. It’s not the time that matters, it’s the person.”

And I agree with that quote. There are a lot of people on our Earth that simply just exist. They have no meaning and have not lived a day in their life.

To be only 19 I have done some cool things from diamond mining to crashing in a Pepsi air balloon in the mall parking lot to all kinds of crazy in between that. But now that I’m 19 I have a job and I have school and no time to be the crazy me. So that’s where this post is coming from. In 30 years from now I still want to be able to say that I don’t “just exist.” That I’m more then just alive and that I’m one of those who lived and did more then just work every day.

not the post i promised but it was a long day

not the post i promised but it was a long day

day 5 : )

So today is the 5th day of the 30 day challenge. Saying strong, lol. Its really not a big deal though. I really didn’t do anything on facebook but the blogging is a struggle. This blog does go to my fb for everyone to read (even my grandma) so its odd knowing they can read this and not know what they may be commenting on it. But I did that on purpose. I love writing about a little bit of everything. I never let anyone (by that I mean ppl I know personally, the internet ppl don’t count)  read what I write because I don’t want them to tell me its bad or go off on me because it offended them. This is kinda an experiment for me I guess. At the end of 30 days I will read what ppl had to say (if they said anything at all, which for all I know no one is even reading this) about my blog and go from there. 

And before the 30 days is up I’m going to post a link to a piece of my favorite story of all time that I have been working on forever and get some feedback on that. I’m not going to post the whole thing because there is a lot of it and most of it is a mess.

Any who, I’m done rambling for the night and I’m ready for bed. So good night, I’ll think of something really good to write about tomorrow. 

As I was saying.

I’m not really a people person, more of a loner when it comes down to it. So I’ll admit for the most part I really just don’t understand other people (and yes I’m back on ranting about the grandfather that shot his “gay” grandson).

This topic really just bothers me. That Child was Innocent and done nothing wrong. And what gets me is that this was done in the name of religion. Do you really think God looks down on these kinda things and is proud of his people for standing up for him? We have so many things wrong with our world and were worried about the most stupid things you can think of. For one, I don’t think being gay is a sin. And two, who gives a shit. Rather or not someone is gay or straight it does not affect you. You people really need to get your head out of your ass and see the big picture. It Doesn’t matter! Be nice.

Its crazy all the shit that happens in the name of religion. I really think we have it all wrong. We must if this kind of stuff is happening, right?